don’t trust anyone anymore.
don’t let you’re guard down.
don’t get to comfortable.
don’t be so stupid.
boarding life isn’t as bad as i thought it was. i’m not homesick. it’s great. going to jordans with rachel tonightt. funfun. i miss checking my tumblr religiously. good ol summer.
well, have a nice night.
two mother freakin’ days until i’m OUTTIE. about to blow this popsicle stand. i really just said that. who knew i had SO much shit to pack. shopping at platos with colleen tomorrow pretty excited. i hope i get good money for my shit. wanna know what i have? lets review shall we:
1 pair of sevens jeans,
1 pair of old navy jeans,
1 pair of forever 21 jeans,
1 pair of delias jeans,
1 ralph lauren polo
like 5 or 6 items from forever 21
1 sweatshirt from hollister
1 sweater from AE
and maybe like 1 or 2 more things butt HOPEFULLY ill make at least 175.
wish me luck.
nothing i could say right now could possibly amount to how much hurt and anger im feeling. not one thing.
thanks for fucking the boy that i actually started to like. you are such a great friend.
do you remember when we were in middle school and summer dragged on and felt like forever? now does it feel like the older were getting the faster its going? or is it just me.
they can take take take the kids from the summer but they’ll never never take the summer from me.
yesterday i started my job in the kitchen. it is BALLER. despite being harassed by matthew and thomas its great. pretty much the only girl with a bunch of big boys but its tons of fun. good times. if it were for chris farrow and emmanuel i would have been mad lost. thanks .
12 days<3
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i’m tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful.
everythings going to be okay. just have faith. yeah, just have faith. we’re going to work things out.
14 days :/:] :[ :D -_- ^^ and every other smiley face. i’m scared, i’m happy, i’m nervous, i’m excited, i’m ready, i’m not ready. so many emotions in such a little body i’m going insane. i feel bad cause lately i’ve hurt a friend. a good friend. and we’ve been together through thick and thin. i’m not the type of person to say i’m sorry because i’m stubborn and i act like i don’t care when i really do. i just have a crazy weird way of showing it. i should apologize but i won’t. i can’t please everyone and i won’t and i’m most definitely not going to go out of my way and try. this summer i’ve done some pretty bad shit. i trusted people i shouldn’t have because they said everything was going to be okay. i said things about myself that i don’t tell many people and got hurt cause i let my guard down. sometimes its alright to let your guard down, other times, not so much.
septembers going to be a good month and i can feel it. i just hope i’m not wrong.
